Thursday, July 16, 2009
My Crush....smh
Okay, so as you may know now...I am a single woman...single in every aspect of the world....single woman, single mother, singlely loving life. However, in the mist of my singledom, I often find myself crushing (I'm not a playa, I just crush alot! RIP Big Pun). Now LET'S BE HHHHOOOONNNNEEESSTTT *Drake voice*, I really thought I was too old to crush, but obviously not. But I am growing weary and tired.....
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Okay, so I have danced around bluntly telling my crush that I have a crush on him...instead of being blunt and upfront (which is how I usually handle business), I have chosen to place delicate hints with flashing lights in front of him but he is missing the message. BIG TIME. Before the crush is there, we are friends and a part of me is scared to bring anything up which may result in the ending of our friendship. I want to shake him and be like 'Nicca, looka here...I AM FEELING YOU! Yes, YOU! Peep the game!'....but what if I get rejected? What if the feelings aren't mutual? I said HERE that I would attempt to be the agressor in these situations, but isht...that takes balls, and anatomically I don't have them.
But really....I am getting tired of waiting on him to notice it. That sounds so lame...like real life. But everyone notices it but him...lmao. I think he has a clue, but just doesn't want to be wrong....SEE THIS AND KNOW...YOUR THOUGHTS ARE RIGHT! ;)
But I don't expect much from this...maybe some comments and even some side eyes, but not the notification that my crush has been notified because I believe that my revolution has all but been televised.
Oh well, cheers to me trying and cheers to me not being aggressive. HA! Cheers to me realizing that I definately am not as BOLD as I once thought, and cheers to being too damn afraid of rejection to take the chance that may actually be my win. Cheers to the people telling me it obvious, and cheers to it obviously not being too obvious. Cheers to confusing myself and cheers to confusing him too.
Lawd, lawd...what's we's gon' do?
Til' then,
Ms. Trecie
Learn more after the jump
Okay, so I have danced around bluntly telling my crush that I have a crush on him...instead of being blunt and upfront (which is how I usually handle business), I have chosen to place delicate hints with flashing lights in front of him but he is missing the message. BIG TIME. Before the crush is there, we are friends and a part of me is scared to bring anything up which may result in the ending of our friendship. I want to shake him and be like 'Nicca, looka here...I AM FEELING YOU! Yes, YOU! Peep the game!'....but what if I get rejected? What if the feelings aren't mutual? I said HERE that I would attempt to be the agressor in these situations, but isht...that takes balls, and anatomically I don't have them.
But really....I am getting tired of waiting on him to notice it. That sounds so lame...like real life. But everyone notices it but him...lmao. I think he has a clue, but just doesn't want to be wrong....SEE THIS AND KNOW...YOUR THOUGHTS ARE RIGHT! ;)
But I don't expect much from this...maybe some comments and even some side eyes, but not the notification that my crush has been notified because I believe that my revolution has all but been televised.
Oh well, cheers to me trying and cheers to me not being aggressive. HA! Cheers to me realizing that I definately am not as BOLD as I once thought, and cheers to being too damn afraid of rejection to take the chance that may actually be my win. Cheers to the people telling me it obvious, and cheers to it obviously not being too obvious. Cheers to confusing myself and cheers to confusing him too.
Lawd, lawd...what's we's gon' do?
Til' then,
Ms. Trecie
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