Dear You's.....
Okay, so after the last post (click HERE to read) I borrowed some balls....a big, ole giant pair, and told my crush, 'I Got a thang for you baby' *Mint Condition voice...well not really those words, but you get the idea. So before I handed the balls back to the original owner..I figured I would write some Dear You letters on my blog....just airing out some more pent up feelings....no names will be attached, but as they say if you feel touched by the words, it may be meant for you. I'm not out to offend anyone or hurt anyones feelings....who knows I may indirectly change some lives through my word... just call me Mini-Oprah. lmao! So click the read more button and jump into my Dear You juicy-ness!
P.s.-For all you nosey asses that want to know what happened after I confessed to my crush...let me break it down. The purpose of telling him was to get it off my chest and conquer my fear, all which was accomplished. As for reciprocation and mutuality, I was looking for none....aforementioned, this was for me. I have a few regrets though now about it....but that is to come with the territory....oh well. I am definately lighter and loving my newly found bravery. Enjoy the letters!
Dear You,
I think you are an amazing man and I believe your ex wife was very ignorant to lose a man like you. The next woman that takes that step with you will be one of the luckiest women alive. You are a great guy and I cherish the fact that I have gotten to know you!
Dear You,
Get it together. I can't stand to be in the same room with you, and that is horrible because we are fam. I love the hell out of you and would give my right hand to help you out, but I cant stand you at all. Dont try and force me to talk to you....you already know that I am the Queen of one word answers. It has been 3 years since I have been able to stifle being in the same area as you. Your voice brings back painful memories of loved ones lost and your ignorance makes me gag. I am praying about this and hope to be able to hold my attitude and displeasure long enough to have an actual conversation with you...but until that moment, please keep your distance.
Dear You,
I cry often thinking about the life you took from me and several other hundreds of people. Pride is a muthaufcka...you placed a value on his life of $3000 and now look where it has you...at 201 Poplar trying to justify your story and praying they dont give you life. The sad thing about it is that I actually befriended you my first weekend in Memphis as a freshman. I find it odd that an old acquaintance murdered (be it indirectly) a good friend of mine. For this I have forgiven you, but the disgust and memories still linger. I feel more sorry for your mom and fear the day I see her again because I don't know what to say.
Dear You,
I oftentimes blame you for the above letter...whether you knew or not, you were the biggest piece in that puzzle and now my puzzle is incomplete. I know you had to pick up your life and move, but sometimes when I see you around town I get PISSED just thinking about the minor details in between the cracks.
Dear You,
We have a son together....and you are my longest relationship. I value the bond that we have built but am a little disappointed at your timing. I dont think it is fair or logical for you to come to me, 2 years later and claim to want it all back. Things have changed....maybe if we reach that point together, we can travel the path hand and hand....but as of now, lets just remain friends.
Dear You,
I still laugh at the lies you told your boys.....our mutual friends. Didnt think I would find out huh? lmao!
Dear Ya'll,
Ya'll have repaired my prenotions about females as friends. Ya'll have made me realize that true friends that genuinely care about you as a person still exist and I am lucky to have found that gold mine and am happily digging and increasing the value. I am not just talking about one group here...I am speaking to all my friend girls over the world...if we speak on a daily, this one's for you! I heart my mamas and boos!
So I will leave off there.....more dear you's coming soon!
Til' Then,
Ms. Trecie
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